Holiday starts


You said will have holiday with me.  So I didn’t plan anything till you said you couldn’t make it with me three weeks ago.  I was mad and feeling hurt.

Was thinking to have a short trip myself but I was not in a mood and I don’t have much money.  Better save money for a longer trip later.  So…….. lazy me have planned nothing and decided to have a “flexible” holiday home.

Had spent the first day with parents though an afternoon and early happy dinner only.   Felt lot of loves.   They nourished my holiday.

Today, slept in, my most favourite activity during holiday.  Then checked out job market on line.  Yes, still want to find a new job.  I know I am too old to find a new job.  I believe I might find one if I tried but it would never happen if I don’t!

Reading a book written by a Taiwanese at night.   The tile is something like “Just enjoy every day”.  All old stories and situations but written in a relaxing way.  Such as being single is not scary.  It’s a matter of choice.   Love will come when you know how to love yourself.  I got that book from a neighbour who I don’t know in person.  It makes me treasure it more.

I think my holiday started quite good.  The rest of it should be __________________

Let’s see.