First date


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Get the girl in bed?!

Was that what you expected on first date?

You sat closer and closer

Eyes fixing on my lips

Put your hands deliberately on my waist

Don’t tell me you were trying to be cute but not a lecher……

Thanks for trying to behave

Just a few wet kisses……

I had a funny lunch though


what a waste!


That’s what I did in Christmas Day.  Was too weak to leave my bed…….Hammer hitting my head and was freezing even under the blanket and next to my teddy bear.

And today …… a bit better.  Took a walk to supermarket.  Bought some dinner……


Something simple and I like much…..

But all throwing up after an hour……

What a waste……


over thought


was worrying about who should I spend the holidays

a) a guy came visiting for me

b) a buddy who is having holiday here

c) a guy just met for months and went well

Turn out I thought too much.  a) can’t be here as the working permit is still in progress; b) changed his holiday plans c) accepted the relocation offer in sudden.

What a surprise.

Never and no need to think too much….

Just seize the moment…….

Happy holidays all.

I am not alone


It has been awhile after tearing ankle ligament.  Walking with stick became usual to me.

Yesterday, trying to walk around without the walk stick.  Felt a bit scary, felt a bit insecure lol

Wish could have someone holding my hand…..

Took a rest in between.  Love sitting under the sun.  So warm and cheerful

Suddenly a puppy came to me and sniffed my ankle.  Was him Dr. Puppy?  But he left without telling me anything….

Well, happy to feel a bit caring though

Thank You!



I was grateful when you told me you would close the account on dating site.

But my heart is freezing when I found you are back and updated your profile with the place you are going to relocate.

Please don’t tell me your life is crazy at this moment and no time for me.

Just I am not in your heart……

Am I really have no luck in love?

miss you


Couldn’t take my eyes off the crystal.

So beautiful.   Looks like infinite possibilities.

You explained a bit what’s a storm glass.


Then, you got a box, packed it and gifted it to me.

Saying I will miss you whenever looking at the storm glass and checking weather.

I staring at your eyes and said “I miss you always”