Just realise it’s still there. Might be I stuck in 2018 subconsciously. Might be I love those beaches on the calendar. Might be I really treasure that friendship. Might be just because I am lazy. Might be ton of possibilities.
But it’s time to say goodbye. Everything in 2018 except loves and friendships which will be lasting forever, which will be in my heart always.
I really didn’t realized, it’s out dated. Till one day my boss asked me in a very annoying tone after reading my email and said why there is two spacing after a full stop. He said how ugly it looks. I told him always two spacing after a full stop and one spacing after other punctuations. He thinks what I said is ridiculous. I didn’t argue with him as he is my boss. I was confused ….. well, I am confused even now!
Then I asked opinion of a friend who is an editor. He told me I am an “old” lady. No one uses two spacing nowadays . Even it is true, no need to be so angry right?
What a big deal? I still not understand. Anyone wants to kill me? I am using two spacing after a full stop!
Not the first time suffering from such pain. Do you know how terrible I felt when you told me you are involved with other women. Can’t give any commitments. It was a beautiful day, sun after raining but I felt cold and lonely.
Who told me we are lovers?!
When will I learn from the past? When will I get smarter? When can I let you go?