Depression

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When you feel weak

when you feel down

When you feel helpless

When you feel frustrated

When you can’t sleep

When your body reacts to your emotion

No one can help you but yourself

I know, I am trying hard

And I am not alone

 

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Do you want to try?

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Too tired, no time, no company, don’t know where to go…… that’s all excuses I have for not doing exercise.  But I do like trying new stuffs.

Aerial Yoga, it’s like swinging in the air.  So why not give it a chance.

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Photos were from first trial.  Not bad right?  Definitely the second lesson will come soon.

Do you want to try?

Time to say goodbye!

IMG_8650Just realise it’s still there.  Might be I stuck in 2018 subconsciously.  Might be I love those beaches on the calendar.  Might be I really treasure that friendship.  Might be just because I am lazy.  Might be ton of possibilities.

But it’s time to say goodbye.  Everything in 2018 except loves and friendships which will be lasting forever, which will be in my heart always.

Bye Bye 2018.  Welcome 2019.

Am I old fashion?

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I really didn’t realized, it’s out dated.  Till one day my boss asked me in a very annoying tone after reading my email and said why there is two spacing after a full stop.  He said how ugly it looks.  I told him always two spacing after a full stop and one spacing after other punctuations.  He thinks what I said is ridiculous.  I didn’t argue with him as he is my boss.  I was confused ….. well, I am confused even now!

Then I asked opinion of a friend who is an editor.  He told me I am an “old” lady.  No one uses two spacing nowadays .  Even it is true, no need to be so angry right?

What a big deal?  I still not understand.  Anyone wants to kill me?  I am using two spacing after a full stop!

never learn

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I miss you, I do.

But I hate you at the same time.

I hate myself missing you even more.

Not the first time suffering from such pain.   Do you know how terrible I felt when you told me you are involved with other women.  Can’t give any commitments.  It was a beautiful day, sun after raining but I felt cold and lonely.

Who told me we are lovers?!

When will I learn from the past?  When will I get smarter?  When can I let you go?

Am I blind?  Am I love being tortured?